oh hun im sorry
i really dont know what to say except just keep putting one foot infront of the other.
my ex left when i was pregnant
been almost 2 years
and i still miss him
he is seeing someone who he doesn't love
and it burns me inside..i hate her for being with him.. cause he should be with me and our daughter.
and i hate the fact that he can go out and do whatever he wants.. whenever he wants it
and i cant even pee alone without a crying toddler bashing on the door.
i feel alone too
and i wish i knew how to stop thinking about him, how to stop feeling angry at him
please dont let anyone tell you how you feel is wrong
it takes as long as it takes for you to heal
i dont know what to say really.. no great advice
just i know how you feel and its ok to feel how you feel
and even though we are hurt , angry, resentful.. reality is we are probably alot better off on our own
and they are the ones who are missing out big time
this time they are missing with their kids they cant ever get back
which is something we have and will treasure forever
and something i really believe they will truly regret one day
but i know its hard to sometimes see that
hang in there hun
it does get easier
if you ever need someone to listen i am here for you
take care hun xxx