I am so sorry Ellee It is always hard and challenging when separation comes. Mostly the unknown future and missing the familiarity - even when the familiarity was unpleasant - it was familiar...

It's important that you call centrelink & they will help you with that side of things (including CS)

It's very important that you see a Solicitor that is a family law expert. This will help you to protect yourself now and in the future.

The counsellor is very important for your emotional health - it's impossible to stay on track throught this I think without expert guidance.

Sending you my love and support.