it can be really tough. Sometimes the fathers just don't get it hey Ashtons father wasn't interested until he was 4 months old so I know how horrible it is to go through the whole thing on your own. Noone to share the kicks, the U/S pics, but you get to bond with your baby in a way that I never thought was possible with Ashton.

If I were in your situation I would leave it for now. Try to reconnect with him for the sake of the child once bub is born. If he isn't interested, and you think you can do it then I say go for it.

A new baby can be really tough, especially with no support. I've been there and I ended up moving closer to support.

Good luck with whatever you choose to do