Hey

I am very similar to you and love travelling - even just got back from Hawaii where I was off by myself having a blast at 5-6 months pregnant! Got a few strange looks thats for sure!

It sounds a little like you're worried about how your life will change and are hoping that moving overseas again will make you happier. But really - has all the moving you've done so far found you a spot you ARE happy to settle in or are you still just looking?

A practical step is to look at what giving birth and raising a kid in a country will be like. I have my green card, so could have stayed in the US but with no insurance birth would have cost $7000-22 000 easily. Ouch. Then no support after birth.

Then look at things like flying restrictions and insurance - I could get travel insurance to 24 weeks and no further and most airlines have cut off dates for travel.

I've decided that I do have to just settle close to family now and have this child at home, for the sake of both of us! But to sooth the fear that I'll never travel again or that my life is "over" I've just started a travel list of places that are kid friendly or that I think would be great to show a child. I mean imagine seeing the pyramids by youself - that's pretty fun. Now imagine holding you son's (in my case) hand when he's five or so and seeing the look on his face when HE sees the pyramids.

Life will change but the travel and adventure will always be there and I think it's pretty hard to keep hunting for your happiness right now. Be near your family and focus on getting your issues sorted first is my advice.