and it starts again

[widdly]

thanks Kim, yeah I realised when i was in bed last night that Monday is a public holiday. It peeves me cause the landlord was understandably very nervous at the idea of letting me have the lease in my name only as I am not working, and now my first week of rent is gonna be a few days late DOH!

Div, yeah, hun he seems like a nong doesnt he? you made me laugh out loud when i read your post

Last night it took me hours and hours to fall asleep as my anxiety was right up there over all of this crapola again and now my IBS has flared up and I am running to the toilet all the time which is fun when Im staying in a house full of people. BUT, when i finally did fall asleep guess what I dreamt of and felt wonderful when i woke up??? Sunday Night Guy...says a lot I think.

Archie said to me this morning when he woke up, "I dont want daddy to leave cause then you will cry and i will cry and daddy will be sad" I didnt realise he was so aware of what happening, but I explained to them that when daddy lives in a new house we will all be very happy and have fun.

Oh, and as for all the money stuff, I find it hard to be tough about it cause I feel like i owe him. He has paid the bond in the house that i am staying in so i feel like i owe him for that and he should be able to stay there...He has 5 weeks holiday as of the 9th of April, the first week of hols he will be here in Mildura, I might leave Arch here with him adn go home by myself for the week, and after that week Im hoping he racks off to his friend in Melbourne for a while, I mean he cant afford the rent, but Im sure he'll scrounge up the money for a trip to Melbourne