I'm very very sorry for the loss of you sweet baby girl.... I've been where you are now, so understand your pain hon. I found I got through the funeral... it was the lonely and painful months afterwards that killed me... when everyone else is enjoying their live babies, and I'm home with just a few memories. It's going to take you a long time to feel 'normal' again... but the sheer weight of the grief you are now carrying will start to get lighter, I promise. Do everything you need to do to honour your girl at her funeral.... my thoughts are with you during this devastating time xo