oh sky its the last thing you need at the moment and as if all this goes away if you are pregnant again by xmas......gee i know child loss is a hard thing for people to deal with but it really only takes a little thought or consideration on their part!
I'm so sorry Skybie that they are being so immature and hurtful. I wouldn't be wasting any energy on them hun, you are still grieving and it's just HARD enough without this cra*. Always remember to look after yourself first hun and don't worry about the others. Huge hugs babe
Wow @ her reply to you.... I can't believe that someone would say such a thing. You don't need to have lost a baby to know that that is really mean and nasty. I'm so sorry you had to deal with that. xoxo
Bobbie - so true , you just never really understand it until you've walked the bereaved parent path, and you just never know how you're going to be affected, until you are in the thick of it. Sometimes the most obvious things don't even affect me but the left field ones do.
Sky - wow, it just gets worse for you in terms of insensitive comments in your family..... for christmas 2009 DH and I I spent it at home with our fur babies and angel babies, just our little family. Nothing from the outside at all - no calls, no presents from other people. Just us and our broken hearts. It was just what we needed. Do what you need to do. If people don't understand, then big fat raspberries to them. I have taken a step back from a few people who just weren't able to be considerate of my feelings. And there are others that I just can't take a step back from and consequently, because I haven't, I let them hurt me time and time again. But I make that choice.
I think your decision to take a step back is the best one for you right now. People deal with situations differently and I believe you know what is best for you. So walk away for awhile and only surround yourself with those that give you the love and support you deserve. It's hard because it is family but it may be the wake up call they deserve, and if it doesn't wake them up then you are a stronger person for the experience.
Hope you feel better soon!
My SIL is 33 weeks pregnant and we're spending Christmas with them this year.
I dont want to go at all now but our girls are so looking forward to it that it break their little hearts if I said we were'nt going.
So I guess I'm going to have to suck it up and deal with it. I know the issue is mine and not her's but it still hurts and will only be just oer 4 weeks since Reid's passing when we get down there.
It makes it worse that in my opinion, she doesn't even want the baby. The family didn't find out until about 5 weeks ago that she was even pregnant. She kept it a secret that whole time but told friends. Her poor mother found out through "town gossip". And she's even drinking and smoking dail whilst pregnant.
Its fu**ed up that people like me, who cherish the life inside them, have to go through the hell I''m going through now whilst she's abusing her baby already. No respect at all.
Sara, I'm sorry to hear about Reid. I imagine it's a roller coaster for you at the moment. Can you shorten the amount of time you spend there on the day?
I hope you have lovely Christmas with your girls & that with love & support you get through this tough time xx
Sara can u send the kids off with DP and say you're not up for it? christmas will be hard to get through anyway.
FWIW i still havent seen or spoken to SIL
big hugs gorgeous xxx
Unfortunately, they live 8 hours away and our plan was to spend a week or so down there.
Its so hard because I was really, really looking forward to Christimas this year. Our last 2 have been with just us, no family. So we were all looking forward to a family filled Chrissy.
I would have been 21 weeks by then.
So it seems I'm just going to have to deal with it.
I was going to go to SANDS coffee meet this morning at 10am but DD1 has a presentation at school at 9.30 so have to go to that.
I really feel like I have to be around people who IRL who know what I'm going through.
oh that does make it very very tricky. Wish i was closer so i could come over and have a chat with you hun
if you want you're more than welcome to add me on FB,
search for skye pope, my display pic is of my DD's in christmas outfits. or you can pm me on here any time u need to talk. always remember, everything you feel is valid, nothing is silly and nothing should be swept under the rug.
Sids have a line that u can always call, theyre lovely
xxx
I just dont know what you do. It would be horrid to be home alone and miss out on xmas with the girls but it would also be extremely hard to see SIL and her bump.....
I understand that seeing people IRL that understand.... I could come over and we could meet at a park? But i dont want Molly there upsetting you more.
You just need to pick the lesser of two evils i guess, gee what another crap thing in an already crap situation
Tegam - Thanks so much for the offer hun. I really appricate it. Its getting closer and closer to chrissy now so prob best to leave it until after new years. Thank you so much though.
There is about 3 weeks till we leave. I'm hoping that by then I will have gained back some of emotional strength and that I will be able to cope with being around SIL. I have no choice really. I will be fine. I know I will.
I think I'd probably suck it up for the sake of my child/children because I wouldn't want them to miss out on all the fun stuff at Xmas. I'd immerse myself in their day & avoid SIL like the plague. If she started grumbling about her pg, I would move to another room or make myself busy in the kitchen, somewhere else where she isn't. ((hugs)), what a truly awful situation to be in
Oh Sara I wish there was something I could do to help with the xmas situation. I haven't walked in your shoes., but I'd like to offer some practical help for the road ahead. I can babysit, pick up groceries and deliver, make and freeze meals, anything. I'm on the GC so close enough to get to you if you need it. I can free up some time for you to go to a SANDS meeting etc. Your wish is my command hun. PM me if there's something I can do.
Hi everyone, I don't usually post here - but I do lurk around a bit for advice etc, a friend recently had a stillborn born boy so I've been unsure how to behave around her as I am TTC, which she knows about. I just had to comment on this thread. If it offends/upsets anyone please let me know and I will remove it.
skybie, I'm really sorry how your step sister & brother are behaving. There are no words. Grown adults just don't behave like that, especially to someone who is grieving! I don't have any advice for you hun.
But I do have to agree with Little_mrs wholeheartdly, and she probably put it better than I will, but here goes. I am definitely not saying you deserve how they have treated you - IMO they are absoloute rubbish and you are better off without them. However, coming from the other side of the fence (this is very hard to word, I do mean this in the nicest way possible), you cannot be expecting other people to put their life plans on hold because you lost your son.
From my perspective - above mentioned friend who lost her son is upset at me for TTC, in her words "how dare you have a baby when I've just lost mine! You are so selfish" :| I really just do not know how to react to that. DH and I originally started trying in January, but an operation set us back... I want a baby more than anything, why should I not have a baby just to not upset her? That is really unfair and is putting a lot of strain on our friendship. I understand you wanted to hear about her preg from her, but your OP says "2 months, thats all he'd been gone for before they started trying. im hurt beyond belief." - the pain will never go away for you, but when would have you given her permission to have a baby? What right do you have to tell her when she can or cannot have a baby? That's how I would feel in her shoes (of course I wouldn't react how she did).
it was just a shock how quickly they did it, given we were very close. lke i said, i dont expect anyone to put their plans on hold because of me, but a bit of warning would have been nice. im not saying it would have been easier but atleast the shock factor wouldnt have been there. it would have taken a while to accept, but im sure i would have eventually, but given how ive been treated by them since i havent and wont have anything to do with them again.
im sorry you're in a similar situation and your friend will becoming more accepting of it in time, but for the moment its like a kick in the guts and u saying to her, look what i have and you dont. im not saying that IS what you're saying because of course you're not, thats just what it feels like
Yeah I can understand the shock. But were they trying when you were still pregant? Or was it like they decided to almost 'replace' your son? Would you have preferred they have told you they were TTC?
Sorry I just got the same vibes from your OP that I got from my friend. I agree though to distance yourself from them, I would excpect my friend to do the same if I acted like such a pig! Though, she's known we've been TTC since day one, so I'm not sure what she would expect to happen. She actually wants me to stop TTC until she's ok with :| like, what the?
I think with the whole "look what I have and you don't" is probably why she didn't tell you herself.
I can't imagine how it would feel to not hold your baby in your arms. I'm so sorry. It's hard enough TTC for ages and seeing all of your friends around you having babies
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