Unfortunately, they live 8 hours away and our plan was to spend a week or so down there.

Its so hard because I was really, really looking forward to Christimas this year. Our last 2 have been with just us, no family. So we were all looking forward to a family filled Chrissy.

I would have been 21 weeks by then.

So it seems I'm just going to have to deal with it.

I was going to go to SANDS coffee meet this morning at 10am but DD1 has a presentation at school at 9.30 so have to go to that.

I really feel like I have to be around people who IRL who know what I'm going through.