Congratulations on the birth of your little lady arla and I am so sorry that she is not here with you right now. I am so glad that you had a wonderful birth, it makes a hard time a little sweeter. We lost our daughter at 39 weeks last October. I found so much love and support here from all these wonderful people on belly belly as well as a fantastic group on fb called luminous lights. The experience changes your life forever. I hope the next few weeks and months are gentle on you. Sending you so much love and hugs xoxox