I just reread your post and you asked about advice etc...the best thing I did practically was to accept help with meals and around the house as well as caring for my 2 year old daughter as well - you did just have a baby so there is recovery needed as well as emotionally when all that can get a bit much. I also started seeing a psychologist soon after her funeral with helped. I am generally a fairly blunt (for want of a better word) and honest person and this has helped with my friends and family - if I don't want to do something or I am having a bad day I just tell them rather than trying to avoid the topic of her to much. I hope you have lots of loving friends and family around you at this difficult time. Let them know it's ok to talk about her if that's what you want. I also remind my hubby's mates from time to time to check in with him cos he won't go to them. Recently I felt like some of my friends had moved on so much and forgotten about me because i am certainly not the same person i was 6 months ago but I think I had pushed them away a bit and they all ganged up on me to check it at the same time - good friends don't forget and they won't let you either. Keep in touch with us on here and I hope your day has been as ok and possible xo