i just wanted to keep him warm and let him know he was safe and loved.
that is beautiful.
i cant even begin to imagine what your feeling right now.
i agree with what jess said, about the balloon.
it is ok to cry, to get angry and to scream. those are all normal emotions and please dont think you have to hold them in to please other people.
i cant put into words what im feeling for you right now, if you ever need to talk you can PM me, i will be more than happy to listen!