im still in shock right now. i had an ultrasound on thursday, a midwife appt on friday and everything was fine. yesterday i noticed bubs wasn't moving alot. about 1:30am last night i went into the hospital and they couldn't find a heartbeat. i am going back to hospital tomorrow night at 8pm to be induced. i have so many questions and fears going through my head right now, i am completely shell shocked. tomorrow will be my birthday and i would have been 38 weeks on tuesday. DH and i are just completely shocked and numb and we don't know what to do. we're complete zombies, and i really don't know how im going to go through labor and what happens next. how do you go through an entire 9 months of being pregnant, and not have a baby to bring home at the end of it??? i don't really know if i have a question, i mean, i guess what happens from here for those who have been through it? but right now i just needed to get this out. i just still can't believe it, and the worst hasn't even come yet......