chemical pregnancy?

[pbstar]

so sorry to hear that, no matter how much you prepare and you are aware it is inevitable it still hurts like hell to lose someone you love

i am sure the next few weeks will be pretty tough for you and your family and i can't imagine going through TTC at the same time- my emotions would be all over the place...just try to be kind to yourself.

[tempus moriendi]

You're right, and I am keeping up with my stress reducers (like my guided imagery cd) and I think they help a little, but grief is just one of those things you deal with. But I'm 40, so I don't want to miss any months if possible.

[pbstar]

yes, i'm sure everyone on here knows only too well that you can't avoid grieving, just have to go through it...

well i wish you all the best with ttc, you really deserve some happiness.