So so sorry for your loss! I wish you so much luck trying again! I hope that i can help you through this. I just recently went through it to, finding out on the 5th of January. Its so true that you plan so much and get so excited in those few weeks. Then when you find out it's gone...its just so hard to get your head around it. I was told and just plain didnt believe it. You can look through my first blog if you'd like. I ended up getting a second opinion with another blood test and yeah the little thing is gone. i read some poems that other ladies put up on the site. Just type in "Poems" in the search section. It really helped me reading them and have started writting my own. It helps get those unknown feelings out. if that makes any sence.
I currently have an infection which may have caused the MC, i dont know, but when it calms down and the meds are finished my DH and i are going to try again.
Remember that its not your fault. Its really important!
All the best darling and good luck with everything in the future!