Its ok, i dont feel like i have grieved properly myself and i think its starting to show now...i was just full swing ahead with TTC...i am the same, i never really worried with my daughter because i really didnt know alot, and didnt know alot about miscarriages...so i was never really scared.............but i know what i am going to be like now.....and its such a shame.......i know alot of the other girls are scared throughout there pregnancies now...and i dont think there is alot you can do about it because of what you have been through...you just have to hope and pray that it will be ok and get lots of support..

All my girlfriends are pregnant, trying for baby number two or three or even four...i started a bit later than some of my girlfriends so alot of them have already had there babies..it does seem so cruel when a baby is taken from you and then you cant concieve.....

I can feel what you're going through