Thanks Ladies for your support - it's strangely comforting to know I'm not the only one that may be feeling this way. I do agree that it's a contrast of either putting off the bad or delaying the good.....soooo scary and quite an emotional rollercoaster.

I guess one of the biggest obstacles after actually falling pregnant again will be to relax and not spend the first trimester+ sick with worry that something could be wrong. This will probably be my biggest fear as we had a missed miscarriage so I had no idea that anything was wrong for a couple of weeks.

I hope we all get to hold our much wanted babes in our arms soon.... and thanks again.