Sorry Luna

I meant to say that two was bad luck. Quite a few friends had two miscarriages before a healthy baby so I wasn't put off trying again after two but the third has really devastated me. I wouldn't say I was ready to try again but at 44 every cycle counts so if I really want another then I don't have the opportunity to wait. I would have to say the first month after the miscarriage was one of the most difficult of my life. I cried every day and couldn't think of anything else but I've felt a little better in the last couple of weeks. I think the only reason I do feel better is that I made the decision to try again so I am not so focused on the loss. I hope you feel better soon too.