SOfy - glad to hear bt was good and make sure you rest up like docs say just think before you no it you will be holding your beautiful baby and hopefully by that time us other girls will be preggers.

Mummy2chloe
i am so excited about christmas im not sure what you mean by layby but i take it its like a thing where you pick the pressies pay them off then recevie them or am i wrong sorry just never heard of it before ha ha. sorry to hear you are feeling crapy about your weight i can say i definatly no how you feel on that front it would be so nice to be able to eat what we want without having to worry about piling on the pounds ah. and you are so right it is such a visous cycle i hate the way i look right now i would do anything to feel attractive again and get my confidence back i have quite low confidence and self esteem at the min i always say to hubby that i feel like i look like a man i no its sounds funny but i do i saw my councellor last week i thought it would be my last session and she turns round and says i am suffering with deppresion i didnt think i was there was a few times where it crossed my mind so i was telling my sis and she said we have known that for ages you have been like it since loosing the baby i said why didnt anyone mention it to me she said we thought you new anyway i dont no what to do about it now i dont feel bad all the time but when i do have a down day i get really down and want to be on my own and then my anixioty comes out has anyone else got this? soprry to rave on honey. So its your birthday in 3 weeks i bet you cant wait what day is you actual birthday sounds like you will have a nice day will be nice to stay away for a night and do some baby making ha ha. also christmas day i have my dad and sis with her bf and her kids all coming over for dinner so that will be nice gonna stay home all day and just enjoy watching harvey play with his toys and then do visits on boxing day and usaly my friends come see harvey on boxing day to give him his pressies i have got him loads this yr but to be honest i buy him stuff all the time i never used to my councellor said i am over compensating because of loosing brooklyn i must admit when i lost her a week after i took harvey to toys r us and spent about £100 on toys for him as it made me feel better anyway i will stop now keep babling on.

Munchy xxx