i finally got an appintment at docs they were so busy anyway i saw a lady doc i usally see this man doc who is great but this lady was even better i feel a bit down at the moement so nothing new there i got my results from my blood test to see if i was ovulating and she said it came back saying i am not but they took the blood on day 21 of my cycle and cos my cycle is every 32 days she said they will do another one at day 25 as they could have tested to early i really hope that i am i couldnt stop crying when i got home keep thinking that i wouldnt be able to have any more children which sounds stupid but i was feeling emotional also they are getting my dh to do a sperm test to rule that out and they have put me on anti depressants called citalopram which should help as well so i am glad that there are doing things so rule things out also i am 2 days late which is weird as i have been on time the last 2 months i was gonna do a test but thought what was the point if i didnt ovulate although i could of later on i will probably come on in the next few days my head is everywhere at the min. i hope i am not rambling on after the docs i went to see my best mates nephew he was born at 27 weeks and is in speacial baby care unit he weighed at birth 2lb 1oz he is so lovely yet so tiny i just bought back the memories of brooklyn and how small she was and seeing all the other babies in there there was a little boy born at 24 weeks and was starved of oxygen for 5 min and is now brain damaged it was so heartbreaking been in there i felt so much for the parents very sad. anyway how you going with everything hope you are good.
Hi everybody. Haven't been on in a while because I've been real busy with work and stuff. Nothing bad, just ordinary life and too much of it.
munchy: I'm so sorry to hear about your struggles with depression--I'll keep you in my prayers. You've had a lot to deal with lately, so try to be real good to yourself while you're working everything out. Especially with the holidays coming up.
mummy2chloe: AF is coming anyday now (I started spotting), so I'm upping the optivite dose. So far, no reactions. And yes, I have three healthy children that I thank God every day for.
munchy how are you feeling sweetie?? i have been thinking about you so much lately, have you started taking your antidepressants yet?? sorry to hear that your not ovulating but at least your finally starting to get some answers, hopefully dh sperm count will be good, please let me know how things go ok. take care mate
tempus moriendi hey how are you, so good to hear from you, was wondering where you got too. has af arrived yet?? its good that your not suffering any side effects, with any luck by you upping the dose might be what you need to get that bfp, i am so excited for you please let us know how you go with it all. what are your kids names and how old?? did you struggle to fall with any of them?? wow 3 kids i bet they keep you busy and i know what you mean i thank god everyday for giving my my gorgeous little girl,
Oh yeah, AF arrived full flow yesterday. Then we can start trying again! I had to go on clomid back in 1995 because my periods got more and more sparse then stopped. The clomid made me ovulate, but I didn't get pregnant until my "drug holiday" after three cycles of clomid (back then they usually only put you on for three cycles, then a couple months off then start you back again. Do they still do that?) But anyway my oldest was born in 1996.
i am good had a really bad panic attack last night and this morning my face has broke out i have patches of red skin all over my face not sure if it was cos i got my self so worked up last night i was so scared that someone was gonna happen and then i just burst into tears couldnt control it i woke my dh up and he was trying his hardest to understand how i was feeling he is going away tonight for 3 nights to do his final exam and i think thats why i feel so anxious i have my friend staying with me for 3 days which will be really good but i no i still wont feel safe if that makes sence. but on the other hand i am now 1 week late on my period i am getting excited as i keep thinking i am pregnant cos i have no symptoms of anything apart from feeling sick all the time but i have no Af symptoms like cramps headaches bloating getting hot nothing and when i am pregnant i usally get no symptoms and then around 6 to 7 weeks i will start getting pregnancy symptoms i really want to do a test but am scared it will be a BFN i just dont want to be dissapointed and my dh wants me to do it after his exam as he knows it will be a huge distraction god i really hope i am fingers crossed girls. i forgot to say i havent got anti depressants yet as i am waiting for af cos i dont want to take them if i am pregnant so will wait and see. Tm fingers crossed that you get that BFP this month coming.
munchy ooooohhhhh my god i am really excited for you i really hope that your pregnant, what a great chrissy present, you so have to keep me posted cos i wont be able to stop thinking about you now till you tell me hahahahah
oh i really hope you are, best of luck honey i have EVERYTHING crossed for you sweetie.
i am gonna do a test on thursday morning i think which is dh last day of his exam so when he finnishes hopfully i will be telling him some good news and then we can celebrate him passing and me being pregers god i really hope i am i would be so so happy words just cant describe i was sitting at work today and had a strong feeling in my head that said i am pregnant i really think i am but dont like saying it incase im not i bet its just my body plating tricks on me ah well only time will tell i will keep you posted
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and i know what you mean i thank god everyday for giving my my gorgeous little girl, 
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