Oh, munchy sending huge cyberhug for everything you went through.

Your story wasn't gross at all. My last two mc's happened at home. In one my water broke, so the baby was seperate from the afterbirth. I put everything in a container and took it to the hospital. The last one was an unruptured sac the size of a marble. So I ruptured the sac to do the baptism (I'm Catholic) and buried it in the back yard in a jar of rubbing alcohol--they didn't need to see me in the hospital that time. But it's so heartrending to go through.

Keeping you and your family in my prayers.