i just got signed off work for another week still getting weird pains in tummy and the bleeding today seems to have got heavier not dangerous heavey i thought after 5 days things would be settleing i have felt light headed all week not been able to eat properly as have had diarea as well for the past 3 days i just cant wait till be body starts to feel better. i just had to take dog to vets and on the way just wanted to burst out crying but i couldnt as i was on my way there i just think when people are around i am fine and as soon as i am on my own all i can do is think about my little angel i have lost its just so hard i think people think well at least its not as bad as my last one but that doesnt matter how far you are you still have your dreams for your baby and you love it from the moement you conceive i just wish people would understand that anyway better go its miday and havent eaten a thing so gonna have a crumpet. how are you with everything is everyone coping? i hope so sending big hugs to you all.
I think it's good you're not going back to work yet. You need to help your body heal physically and you need some time to work through everything. And you can't help but cry at the weirdest times, and sometimes with no warning at all.
That's exactly what I was trying to explain to a friend of mine the other day--you start loving bub the moment you know you're carrying it. Even though I had a hard time getting excited my last preg but I still loved it.
just checking in to see how your doin? i have been thinking about you heaps and hoping that your ok? hows little harvey and lewis going??
i am movig house tomorrow so if you reply or email me and i dont answer back for awhile you will know why, my internet wont be back up until middle of next week.
i am ok have my good and bad days but i am getting there i did send you a email to your address did you not get it lewis and harvey are good i have a parents meeting at school on friday to see how he is doing he wrote his name for the first time all by himself i was so proud of him and it was mothers day in sun just gone and he made me 2 cards and wrote inside them i love things like that. well i will be going back to work on monday i hope i am ok i should be i will just keep my head down i think and hope no one asks why i was off as most people didnt no i was pregnant which makes things a little easier. well good luck with the house move honey and email me when you are back up and running i really want to talk weddings and see the stuff you have planned hope move goes well speak soon chicken.
do feel a little anxious about going back but it has to be done also i have stopped bleeding so i am back to ttc again well tonight will be the first night and i cant wait just feel like i am am doing something again i really hope i fall quickly and that it doesnt take 15 months again fingers crossed i think it will take me ages again but all i can do is try. hope you are well honey.
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