Hi tm

i lost baby monday night i had really bad backache in the eve and then around 11 it started to feel like a mild labour and by 11.45 it had come away i went to toilet when getting pains and some clots come out so as i went back to bed i felt a lump so ran back to toilet and as i sat down i heard something so i looked and there was the sack sitting at the bottom of my toilet this might sound grose but i was to curious i got a plastic bag over my hand and got it out of the toilet and when i looked at it i could see by baby inside floating around i was shocked and amazed at what i was looking at i could see its eyes and arms it looked like a little prawn after staring at it for a while it then started to sink in that it was my baby i was looking at and then my DH said it was time to do something so i wrapped it in tissue and flushed it away and i feel so guilty for doing that but i didnt no what else to do all my pains stopped after that but then yesterday tue i felt light headed all day then at 11pm started getting contractions there were so painful dh hard to rub my back it was far worse than the night before i started burning up and shivering in the end i passed a big clot and went to see an emergancy doc he gave me some antibiotics incase of infection and said i could get these pains for a few days as my womb is realeasing blood and stuff and it stores up clots then my uterus contracts it out which is what the pain is i have been feeling light headed all day again and cant eat a thing so hoping it doesnt happen again anyway i am off to bed its really late in england.

Munchy xxx