yep know how you feel, i used to want to punch everything adn everyone who told me it was goign to be okay adn i can have another one. arghhhhhhhhhhhh.
it's oaky to feel sorry for yourself cry and whinge- vent away

i will tell you one thing- when you have your baby in your arms- it will be the sweetest thing all the struggles and pain will ease and only women who have gone thru what we have been thru can have tht feeling.

sending you baby dust and weight loss vibes
xoxo