well i had an ultrasound yesterday as part of my gp's investigation into that wierd spotting i was getting for a week and lucky lucky me they found a 'large endometrial polyp'.

i can't write too much cause i feel pretty upset about the whole thing. so even if i am lucky enough to get pregnant this month it will be chalked up as miscarriage #3 cause the chances of implantation with the polyp seem pretty remote.

i feel very very down and just want to curl up and cry.