Trying to Conceive after Miscarriage/Loss #2- June 2009

[Sunny Love]

ok everyone.....seen as were all having crappy days lets do something to make ourselves laugh............hysterically if possible...........until we wet our pants!
Im going to........
.....go thru a Macdonalds drive thru (on my bike this time as ive pulled this stunt many times before) and ask for a takeaway order! hehe stumps the young kids at order box each time. You should all try it!

What will you do to make yourself laugh today??????????

Oh and SMALLFRY......Cherished is right.....DONT BE A DONKEY! Having success in the thread is wonderful, even though we don't see your ticker its good to know things are going well for you and can for us one day too. Eeee-Orr! (Donkey noise impression!)

Milly....keep up the studying (whats it for again sorry?) and good luck with those exams. So glad I dont have to worry about that stuff anymore.

Sorry if I missed anyone....go try and make yourselves laugh!

[Sunny Love]

Anila.....maybe we should start waging bets on which one of us will have the longer cycle. You're in the lead so far....but im catching up. Only way I can make this LOOOOONG cycle have silver lining is to compete now! Such a contradiction as I want a shorter cycle, but hey, thanks mother nature- WITCH!

[India's Mum]

Hi Cherished

Some days are harder than others, that's for sure! I have just come back from organising a few things for DD for Christmas and it's brought it all back to me. My baby had been due on Christmas Day and I couldn't help but mentally pick out a few things I would have bought for baby. It really must be so hard for you to have to go through this again. But this is just a bad day and good ones will soon follow and then when you (we all) get our wish some really amazing days after that.

[Cherished]

Thanks girls, you are lifesavers...

sunny you are too funny... Can you order me a choc sundae?

oh Sammy those kind of dates are the hardest I think... You will always remember them

As if things couldn't get any worse... I am bleeding and it is getting heavier again I called the place where I got my D&C last time and they said to come in and they will do a scan and see if I need a D&C... I am booked in for next Friday

[LittleOnes]

cherished honey, thank you so much. I know I'm a bit of a donkey (can't help it, eeyore was always my favourite!) but I'm glad you guys all feel that way. And hon, I really hope you don't have to go through a d&c again.

Sunny, I took your challenge (well, strictly speaking, I did this before reading your post but it's funny so I'm going to share the laugh). I have two kittens around 5 months old (different litters, just moggy's). I also have a treadmill. I walked this morning and the kittens were watching me avidly. One of them playing with the brand name every time it went around on the mat. After I got off it, the other one got on and sat on it. I guess because it was warm. I couldn't help myself and turned on the treadmill. Cleo (cat) rolled off the end. Then got up and jumped back on and started walking on it. Now and then she'd sit down to lick herself and roll of the back again but always jumped back on and walked for a while. Was very funny to watch. I recorded it... should put it up on facebook... better yet, send it to funniest home video's! lol

ps. sunny/anila - we could all put bets on who will have the longest cycle!

[coco1411]

Aloha!

Nice to see you ladies having a giggle in here :P

Cherished, hope it [bleeding] buggers off for you!

I am just plodding along...I baked some macaroons this afternoon and just had 2 after a steak sandwich for dinner..well, more like a steak burger, steak egg (protein!) baby spinach & tomato ...where is the drooling emoticon!

Im looking forward to my FS appt! I have the gynae on monday and FS on friday. Im hoping that ill just get pregnant so i dont have to worry about either but it hasnt happened yet so not holding out hope...

I got my POAS OPK & HPT in the mail yesterday and I also bought some conceive plus lubricant stuff...the preseed is dear for those tiny packets, this is a full size tube! WOO! Then it isnt so obvious if im using it It just looks like "normal" lubricant hurrah!!!

Anila, hope af comes, or is the EWCM you ovulating now??Are you just in case??

[KM1]

Cherished, Anila and Milly I know exactly how you feel...I am having a crapola day. My sis just gave me the list of who she would like invited to her baby shower, hosted by me at my house..she doesnt know I mc'd so how could I say no? Found out from her 2 more of our friends are pg, one due on my woulda-been due date. And that a friend of a friend who does drugs and drinks like a fish is apparently 13 weeks pg but didnt know til now.

Could anyone else possibly get pg that I know? *sigh*

Anyway, sorry for the whinge but felt like joining in....

[Anila]

we could all put bets on who will have the longest cycle!

What does the winner get? Obviously the looser gets af, maybe the winner could o early instead.

Anila, hope af comes, or is the EWCM you ovulating now??Are you just in case??

yep we have been bd just incase, but im soo lost the only thing i can think of is that maybe its a second o, but isnt cd45 a tad too late for a second o, and i havent had any real cramps, but i have had a real horrid metalic taste in my mouth, i have had it before in pregnancy and with af, so still in limbo.

ooh dinner is here, chinese, will come back and do perssies later

[India's Mum]

KM1 - having to throw a baby shower? Ouch!!!!

My niece has a friend who didn't find out she was expecting until after she was 30 weeks. I think an early pregnancy test was negative and she's a big girl so she simply didn't know. They found out because she could feel a mass in her stomach and when she had an ultra sound they found a baby. The poor thing was in such a shocked state that she didn't tell any of her friends until after the baby girl was born and she didn't have anything for her. My niece rang me to see if I had any baby girl clothes I could give her but I had only miscarried a few days before and I couldn't bring myself to look through my baby stuff to see if there was anything I was happy to give away. I said "No" really abruptly but I felt mean so I rang her later and said I might be able to find a few things for her later on when the baby was a couple of months old.

[milly5]

Hi Ladies,
I hope we are all feeling better after our crap days....

Why does the entire world around us become pg?
This happend also after angel#1 for me - in the office I worked in 10 girls announced their pg in the 8 weeks following my loss - in the end I resigned, I couldn't handle it anymore.

Hope the bleeding stops for you cherished.

and Anila - sounds awfully like an impending BFP to me!! fingers crossed

OK, back to the books ....

[TinaR]

wow...I couldn't get in here las night and thought I'd pop in tonight to have a cry, then i read all the posts and it seems it must be the moon or something...its just not a good time

Cherished...I had not looked at your ticker till tonight and was stunned to learn you have lost two precious babies so close together, I am so so sorry for what you are going through. It just does not seem fair! I things clear up for you soon and that as soon as you feel ready you get a bfp and 9mths later a beautiful healthy bub.

Anila...still have my fingers crossed you o'd a bit late and thats why the RB hasn't turned up yet!

Sunny...same possibility for you isn't it?

Sammy...I don't think we ever forget those dates and I don't think we should, but it must have been hard ...hope you are ok now?

Sunny...I think I will ring DB tonight and propose, it will be funny for me to listen to him try to say no without saying it outright lol...he really isnt into marraige and I don't really care but with my emotions lately he will be terrified...it is really so mean of me!

KM...are you sure it mightn't be easier to tell her and not put yourself through that? You are a much stronger lady than me if you can do it...I still have regular spack outs now and can't visit those friends who have just been telling me their 'great' news.

Milly...hope your exams went ok.

Sorry for anyone else I missed

I was having a shower tonight when I thought...I should be only a week off announcing my preg to everyone, my bb's should be about to dbl in size (have other times) and none of this is happening and I am %$&%%& off about it!!
It's like DB doesn't care cause I might txt during day to tell him how I'm feeling but he doesnt talk to me later...I find it hard to then bring it up to him. I'm wishing like my mad I am preg and don't even have to have one cycle (am liking not having RB) but I know the chances are so slim still have my anyway.
I don't need to even explain it fully to you all which is so good...i'm just tired, cranky etc etc. I want to sit and have a massive cry but need to wait till I am home tomorrow as I don't have privacy where I stay when I work in town all week.

Nothing really good to post but here's to a great weekend to come...may we get some good news, some nice stuff happen to us and all those things that we darn well deserve!

[Cherished]

ahhhhhhh red wine the cure for all disappointments! (as I hicup and then laugh right on cue when typing) OK so if I slure etc etc you will haveto excuse me.....

Coco I miss you, hope the FS gives you some answers

Smallfryplus put that vid on youtube and pm us the link! YAY how funny

KM1 that totally SUCKS!!!! You are stronger than I would be holding a baby shower! Milly cricky girl 10 girls in 8 weeks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would have gone INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have I put enough !!!!!!!!!!!!???? Even though you ended up resigning you are still stronger than me... I would have walked out after the 2nd one announced theirs incase you want to join in Anila & I have a group hug/protest going on in the ttc 6mth+ thread it goes like this "WE WANT A BABY"

Sammy that story is freaky You were not mean at all...

And Tina thanks honey, yes it is a very short period of time... I think I also had a chemical pg in the cycle before I got my BFP in Jan 09 too so it's really 3 in a row I think...... I can't believe it, so devastating... I know there are worse stories than mine but it is still horrible.... My love for dh and my otherwise perfect life is the only thing that gets me through and all of you girls xoxoox I also wished like mad that I would be pg beofre AF arrived after the 1st D&C, but I wasn't... I had one AF and than a BFP... Hopefully I will get pg again SOOOOOOON too.... btw I think you should propose too

I'm gonna go now cause I've used way too many !!!! and OOOOOO etc and I am pretty tippsy so nighty night and I hope everyone has a better day tomorrow xoxoxxo

[Sunny Love]

oohhh sounds yummy Cherished, which red wine are you drinking? im in love right now with Brown Brothers Dolcetto & Syrah......tasty! so glad you have an appt soon, you sound a little more relaxed in your last post which makes me very happy.
big hugs and block of choccie to KM1 to for being so brave and facing her fears. very admirable sweetheart! stay in touch and vent when you need. good on ya.

[India's Mum]

Hi Girls

I find I am taking comfort in a glass of something each night to. Only, because It's become every night I can't afford really good stuff so today I bought a bottle of "Crimson Fire" which is a sparkling Shiraz Cab from Aldi.

[ferrals5]

Morning ladies
It must be the weather i have been feeling miserable aswell to the point DH and i went to see a councilor yesterday i just felt i wanted to give up on the whole baby idea everyone around me is pregnant and i'm not copeing with it i also had a bit of a temp drop so RB is on the way i don't feel pg and have a huge mountian growing on my chin so i feel like crap.

Sunny09-you made me laugh i had a visual of you on a bike at macca's lol

Smallfry-you give us hope it will happen so don't go and the kitten story had me and DH laughing so funny i'd love to see it.

Milly-study yuk!!! you poor girl good luck with it.

Anila- your still going i'd be going nut's your are a strong girl lets hope it's a BFP for you and not a really long cycle.

Sammy-you made me teary eyed with what you said to cherised.

Cherished-i hope your bleeding settles down for you and you can avoid a d&c that just make's having a m/c even worse hang in there.

Coco-yummy you sound like you enjoy cooking

KM1- i know how you feel no one was pregnant around me and then when i lost abbi BAM!!! every ladie and her dog is up the duff gggrrrrrrrr!!!!!

TinaR-hang in there hun it's hard i know i would be going on maternity leave next week and have about 6 week's to go but i'm still at work a constant reminder every day that i'm not pregnant and yes we have the weekend to look forward to even though i'm working.

[milly5]

Morning ladies,

Cherished - i love you too, and personally a white is the cure for all for me!! LOL

sammy - I haven't had aldi wine before, our aldi doesn't sell alcohol

KM1 - Good luck with organising the baby shower, I don't think I could do it (I piked out our nephews christening after angel#1 - DH went, and told them all I had a migraine). Are you sure you couldn't tell your sister?

Tina - have that cry!!!! you deserve it, it is ****ty and stuff the rest of the world I say!!

Hi and hugs to everyone I missed!!!

AFM - I am so tired, I hardly slept at all last night, tossed and turned - urgh!
I knew I was going to have a late night, but then I thought I would sleep in this morning (exam is in the afternoon), but no, no sleep and awake at 5.00!
Now I REALLY need that coffee!!!

Completely changing the subject how early is the earliest that you would feel pg signs?
I am having abdo cramps, wel lnot really cramps, but twinges - but then that could also be the stress or it could be a super AF starting early?
I keep checking my boobs, becasue that was the first sign last time, but they don't look any different.
Having said all of that, my temp had dropped this morning, but then I had to get out of bed and find where I put the thermometer (I bring it over to the computer to enter my temp, and then usually put it back, but yesterday I must have got distracted and put it on the ironing board - huh?) anyway... I discounted today's temp.

anyway, that's enough rambling.
wish me luck ladies!! need cyber vibes at 2.00 (exam)

[milly5]

Hi Ferrals,
I thought I was the first post this morning, but you beat me to it!!!

[Cherished]

Morning everyone, gee that wine was great last night and Milly I slept like a log! It does suck when you don't get enough though, I don't drink coffee but when I am sleep deprived I think it woudl be good..... I have a juice and load up on ggod food instead... With my first angel I felt nauseous and sore bbs at 6DPO, with this last one I didn't have nay symptoms really but at around 10-11 DPO I got tired and hadto have a nana nap HTH

Ferrals honey I think the councilor will be able to help you guys, just talking to another person and getting a fresh perspective can be really good

Sunny & Sammy not sure what I picked out,I think it was a Lindamans Merlo.... hmmm I LOOOOVE Merlo Luckily I left some for tongiht YAY