Hi Mummyto1 and everyone else - Yes i am lurking....lol, but it's hard to keep up with all your girls!

All good on my front. The weighloss is going really well. 5 and a half weeks in and as of this morning i've lost exactly 12kg. I'm rapt. It won't be long till i'm back on the TTC bandwagon, well about 10 months but to me that's not long compared with the 5 years of TTC before this. It's really nice to be able to focus on something else for a change. The weight loss has already righted my cycle (well the first month anyway). I got AF the day I started the program, and at the end of my 4th week, she showed again, so she was spot on 28 days.....i haven't had that in a loooong time and it's soooo much better than the 60 odd day cycles previously. We'll wait and see if she arrives on time again in a few weeks!

Hope you are all doing okay in here. Everyone seems a bit down at the moment, but you'll get through it. For all the newbies.....welcome, although i wish you didn't have to be here. A m/c is such a huge thing to happen in someones life and you will have your up days and your down days. Trust me...i've had plenty of emotional rollercoasters. I had a m/c in Feb 2004 and still to this day something can set me off and i have a little cry. I think that stems down too, to the fact it took us 2 years to concieve our little one only to lose him at nearly 8 weeks and have not been able to concieve since. Sometimes you just need to step back for a bit, take a breath and start again when you're ready. I know it won't work for everyone, but i'm glad i decided to take this time for me, to focus my energies elsewhere for a little while, and i really feel that by the time i'm at my goal weight, I'll be a new woman, ready to take on whatever life throws at me.....and i know that one of the things being thrown to me will be a beautiful bubba all of my very own....

Sorry to waffle on a bit there.....Have a great weekend everyone and remember...

STEP BACK - BREATHE - REACCESS - and START AGAIN even if it's only 5 mins a day..it will help!!!!