Hi guys,

Well, I am feeling much better today after my counselling session yesterday. I really am feeling positive about things atm, it may take a while to get the family we want so much, but we will get there in the end and it will all be worth it. I saw my pg friend last night and had a really good night. It is hard with her being pg, but she is a great friend and I can talk to her about everything and she is a great support. It will happen for us, and with each day that passes we are a day closer to our baby.

SP - sweetie. So sorry that you are worried now. Bloody doctors - as if you have not been through enough already! I know it is difficult not to worry, but it is done now and I suppose all you can do is wait. One BD sess probably only has a small chance of conception (as my dr says - there is only a 20% chance of falling each month), and it would make sense that you are less likely to fall pg with a clot due to implantation issues, so there is a high chance that you will not get pg and will not have to worry about a high risk of m/c again. I am thinking of you sweetie.

satya - I am not sure what all the hormone levels mean either. I hope your scan and follow up appointment go well. The waiting is soooo annoying, and I can hear you on how hard it is to have all these appointments with FT work. I am finding it so difficult with constant BTs that need to be done at a certain time (and each time I have spent an hour in the waiting room!), not to mention specialist appointments, and this month I will also have to go for a scan as a part of the tracking cycle, but will hardly have any notice as the timing depends on my BT results. I am a lawyer, and as if there isn't already enough time pressure on me! I think I will have to tell my boss soon, as it is just getting too obvious, esp with more BTs, an appointment and a scan this week. When are you going to test?

sharon - good on you for not testing! Let us know how you go tomorrow.

jen- sorry to hear you are feeling bad. It must be hard passing your EDD. My first angel's EDD is coming up, and I am not looking forward to that day. So sorry your chart is confusing and you are not sure what is going on. That really doesn't help things. I am thinking of you and I hope your cycle straightens out soon

Hi to everyone else, I hope you have all had a great weekend.

Bun xx