Lee - I had tears in my eyes reading about your sweet little boy and what you and your family have been through. I truly hope that you get some answers soon about what happened. We are all here for you if you need to vent, cry or just have a big virtual hug.
Maz - Wow, sounds like you have been through quite a bit to get here. You have definately come to the right place, hope you get your sticky BFP soon.
Sharon - so sorry to hear that AF showed, must mean you are meant to have a 08 baby, like the rest of us I am sure!
Jenjams - Sorry that you are feeling down honey. Sometimes you need to have a down day and thoroughly wallow in your doubts to allow you to move on. I know I have them all the time!
Janeo - glad the natropath went well, hopefully your body will decide to give you a BFP soon!
Satya - Glad AF stayed away so you could have your ultrasounds. Keep us informed!
Bun - Hope you are doing ok, and that the doc's get some answers for you asap.
Las - Do you set an alarm in the morning? I am usually pretty crap with remembering things, but I put the therm right on top of the alarm so I can't turn it off without being reminded to temp... I have to be really cunning with myself in the morning...
Herbie - I'm so with you on the waiting thing. It is the pits! Just think though, you might be getting your BFP in just a few more days.
Anyhow, not much going with me. I'm on CD 12 and have had 2 temp rises over the last 2 days, so started BD'ing even though I dont usually O until day 16 as a min. Feeling pretty down about the whole TTC thing, and not too optomistic that it will happen for me. I know I really need to snap out of it though. Just seems that everyone around me is having healthy happy babies.
anyhow, big hello to everyone that I missed, hope you are doing ok.
Thanks for your responses and kind words, it really does help. And thanks Alex, your story was similar to mine - although all my blood tests came back totally normal through my pregnancy. I really don't know what happened to my baby, it's like he "forgot to breathe". Very sad, broken heart.......
On another note - after the birth, I bled for about 2 weeks - normal loss. Then it all stopped. This week, 2 days ago - which would make it 6 weeks after birth - I had (what I thought) was my first AF. It was normal AF type blood - i.e. not 'left over' dark blood. But it came and went, pretty lightly, but definately there for 2 days, and has now stopped. I do assume this was AF, but just a bit 'out of sorts' after birth. I am a pretty healthy person, and even with such a huge trauma, I am amazed at the human body's ability to bounce back. I just guess I expected AF to be heavier.
I got online and brought some ovulation tests, so will start testing in a week or so. I'm getting "information obsessed"!!
Sending you all positive vibes and my deep appreciation for your support and also sending you all very very very positive vibes for having your dreams come to fruition.
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