JackJack - CONGRATULATIONS!!! that is such fantastic news I that you have a happy healthy baby at the end of it

AFM, I'm starting to get paranoid about getting preg again. The week I found out I was pg with daughter 2, my gorgeous step-mum was diagnosed with leukemia. First m/c I didn't realise I was pg so that wasn't an issue but now, with the latest mc last month, her results have come back really bad. I'm scared that if I get pg she'll get even sicker. I know it's silly and that I shouldn't be so superstitious (and by nature am not) but I can't help thinking along the lines of 'a life for a life'.

Anyway, off to Kindergarten for a special mother's day programme with DD2.