Hey Ladies,

Michelle - So sorry to hear you've been ill. I guess you're kinda prone to getting things because you have patients coughing over you all day long. Good idea about calling in sick and spending the day on the couch. I'm sooooooooo that this is going to be YOUR month, my god you deserve it!

Keen - I'm so sorry that AF has arrived. Dammit, I'm sick of being polite, I'm really jacked off that Mother Nature isn't playing the game with you ladies!!!!!!!

Sarah - What an honour being asked to be involved in Sids N Kids. I really think you're the right person for the job, you're kind, understanding, compassionate and easy to talk to. You'll be great at it and the training will only cement that. It wouldn't be easy, I have never known anybody who's lost a child to Sids so I can't even begin to imagine how traumatic it is KWIM?

Saph - Wow, 12DPO. That's exciting, when are you going to test?

Kelly - All of my pg's have happened quite easily too and that's been amazing as I have had a bad case of PCOS and it took my sister 7 years of fertility treatment for her to have my niece. I often feel bad that it's happened so easily for me, but it has happened 3 times, so that's nothing to say it's not going to be the same for you. There is nothing wrong with being envious of friends who may fall pg quickly, you wouldn't be human if you didn't have those 'why not me' feelings. It's just that you're honest enough to say them! Of course you wouldn't go telling those friends who are ttc'ing but it's human for you to think that! Wishing you lots of luck sweetness!

Me - Well I have been spotting again. It happened last night and it was RED blood. Not even enough to get on my clothes, but it was there and it has gone. There has been nothing today or any overnight, so that's a good sign. I have been worried sick, I barely slept a wink last night. I have to have a BT tomorrow anyway so I'm going to call into the Dr surgery and see the m/w and get her to check me out. I do get the doppler tomorrow but I"m told it can be very tricky to find so early, so I'd prefer a little scan in the surgery. I can't see why they won't. I'm so nervous. Part of me thinks it's just another bump in the road but another part of me is screaming 'what if this is it?'. I'll let you all know how I go tomorrow.

Oh yeah - LISA. How are you or are you passed out from the morning vodka shots? LOL!!!

Love JAYNE