Thank you all for your kind thoughts and words.

I just don't know what to think my head feels so full. On the one hand I know I should be glad to know at that IUI can work for us and that at least I was not further along so I am expecting the loss will just be like a heavier period. On the other hand I am just totally heart broken and in awe of women who go through this time and again and keep on trying. When I feel like this it is so hard to dredge up enough hope to believe I will one day have a baby.

Ferrals-I have no idea but I think it might be worth seeing a FS for some guidance if you can.

Good luck to all in the TTW.