Hey all
I have been MIA in action for a little while....hiding in hospital (6 days, 3 nil by mouth)as I had retained products (TMI SORRY).
They let me out last night... yes I actually did fell like dancing as I just want to feel normal again....I still have retained products but not as much so they are hoping i can do the rest myself,,,,but the down side is that I am now getting more pain back and starting to cramp really bad so i dare say i will be back in hosp by the weekend for the
2nd D&C!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO ANGRY AT MY BODY AT THE MOMENT!!!
DH has had mixed feelings about tryingin again...as I was in maternity, he would see newborn babies being carreid around and he was telling me thats what he wanted and then he would look at me and say no don't want anymore just want you home and to be my wife forever and not have to go trhough this again........He has still stoped smoking!!!!!!
I have asked him to let me have a puppy .. but DH has firmly said NO...I just want to mother something...I am sure you all understand.
Oh Oh......... For those TTC already apparently if you are taking Clomid / other form of O drug watch out how much folate you are taking as my ob informed me in hospital that there has been studies and they have found there is an increase of twins!!!! For those wanting twins and taking or not tkaing also be careful as too much folate also has negative affects.... sort of damned if we do or damned if we don't aren't we!!!!
COCO: I fully understand how you feel about seeing your little one on the ultrasound. I have pictures from my first scan ( i haven't looked at them since our sad news) and then seeing our baby so still and lifeless is something I will never forget...It makes me question why even more as it looked so perfect with its little nose / lip profile and little toes and fingers. I kept yelling indise my head for it to please move but unfortunately it had gone 2 dasy before.
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