Hi ladies,

I have been guilty of lurking the past week, so sorry I have not popped in until now. I just would like to thank-you all for the wonderful support during our TTC journey.

I have made an appt with my OB but unfortunately I cannot get in until April 2nd which is five weeks away!! That will make me 10 weeks which is around the same time as our last loss (we lost our baby at 11 weeks but it died between 9-10 weeks - missed m/c).
I am doing really well and am trying not to worry about the past and have really been trying to love the little one inside me (although its hard as I think we all try and protect ourselves by not becoming attached in case something goes wrong again). It is certainly different this time, I am not thinking too far ahead but at the same time want this baby to know how loved and wanted it truly is. DH is really happy but trying to keep a lid on things!

The OB rang me today to discuss a few things and although he is completely booked until April advised me if I had any worries and I wanted to pop in for a quick scan for reassurance, he said just to ring and he will squeeze me in. Its nice to know I have that option. Although I have told DH that really even if we have an appointment any earlier it makes no difference to things - if something bad was to happen, it will happen anyway regardless of when we get to see Dr. I don't want to see another Dr anyhow as he has been wonderful.

I haven't had any symptoms yet, although, I am hungry all the time which is exactly how I was last time. I still hope to pop in from time to time if you girls don't mind, I have found this a very understanding place, one I don't know what I would have done without.

To HannahD & Abbey - GL with testing this month. Hope you guys can be belly buddies with me.

Coco,Eliza, Ubba Joselyn, Julia - - I am so sorry for your recent losses, you will find ladies here who truly understand what you are going through and much comfort.

Mollycat - good to hear from you

Babymiracles - Glad to hear that you are going OK now. Wishing you a H&H pg.

Mrzbaby - so sorry you have gone through such a hard time. Look after yourself.

Theresa - Have been following your progress - 11 weeks, how time flies. I hope it is the same for me!

Hi to Mel & Jen and all the other lovely ladies I have missed.

Polly
xx