Hi all,

Jackjack - I don't think we've met? Hello! Glad you had a good time in QLD. No good about the clot, but sounds like you have found a great gyno.

mrzbaby - Sorry to hear another D&C - fingers crossed this is the last and then you can take some time to heal. Do they know why you are still having after birth pains? Can they give you something for them, so at least you can get some rest?

plc - Thanks for dropping by and giving us hope. 19mths is far too long, but goes to show what can be achieved!

Jen- Kisses to your Angel xx Happy Birthday for the 6th! Hope you have a wonderful day! (Sorry to hear that the witch (AF) might be visting soon.)

Charm - Glad to hear you are getting some answers, hope this helps with the healing process.

Hannah - awww. Nasty piece of work af is. and sorry to hear your holiday got cut short. I think you do need another one!

Hello to everyone else!

Not much happening for me. I am thinking af is coming soon (sore bb's, mild cramping), but am at peace with this now. I think I need af to visit, then I can start again properly - not sure if this makes sense but I feel like I am in limbo until she visits. Once she visits, we will get back into it. I also have been a bit ill, just a cold and a stomach bug, so am feeling crappy anyway. I Went to see the naturopath this morning. She is still working on my ovaries and emotional well-being. She has given me some pills to help me look positive to the future and not dwell too much on the past - I nodded when she said this cos it has hit the nail on the head about how I am feeling.

Anyway, am going to take this opportunity whilst dd is sleeping to get some myself.

Take care everyone and I'll pop back on the weekend for more personals and to see how everyone is going.

xx