hi everyone ,carrieps-sorry for your loss,hope your next bfp is not very far away...scarypinkfairy-have you tested again?fingers crossed.App with fs in early march,still trying for those 2 lines were all wishing for until app comes up...ciara-finger crossed,sounds good...ric-thinking of you...mummyof4-no need for apologizes,blame is so common for us to feel,it something that comes up in my therapy sessions a lot.Horrible things happen for no reason sometimes,try to be kind to yourself and remember Kyarna would of felt all the love you had and still have for her...craftymummy-are you testing soon?..tinar-thanks...murraycod-hope the metamucil works,ouch about the needles,things we do huh.cycle day 19 for me ,little while yet to wait,gyno who did dye test didn't hold out any hope for me unless they bypass tubes completely by ivf process ,giving it ago still natural till that starts...t-hopes-glad to hear a sucees story,congratulations to your friend....ttalovechild-i think whenever we ttc after loss we ? are readiness,i feel it wont get my baby back but it will give me something back maybe hope.I think they find it harder to test bubs than do tests on us.Lots of doc don't seem to want to test until after 3 losses.I lost my bub at 14 weeks,he was only measuring 11 and half weeks,he came away from me in sac ,in amniotic fluid(not much)tiny but formed,they still didn't do testing,told me it was because it was my 1st loss,looking back i think i should of demanded more testing but i was too emotional at the time and to naive....snugglebean-fingers crossed...cookie-sorry your down,we all get that way at times,it's hard.Hugs...