hello everyone, sunbeam-hope nausea is a good sign of things to come..ttalovechild-i was told you can o 2 weeks after loss...chickybabe-i remember you from when i was lurking,sorry for your losses,hope you get another bfp real soon...hubbabubba-it's not fair...craftymummy-hope your boys love Australia...t-hopes-sorry about the neg blood test...scarypinkfairy-tww going to be busy for you...kitfairie-feeling any better today?..murraycod-hope that feeling of ease has continued today...ric-good luck at specialist...dory-what lovely words you said about your twins,i'm sure your plants look beautiful....ferrals-hope the holiday is just what you needed...kezzy-sorry for your loss,hope another bfp is just aound the corner..sparkles-sorry for your losses,hope your results in april give you the answers you want..emmy-valentine's present sound great..ciara,cookie&mummyof4-how are you guys?..afm-fs gave me a referral to a dr robert woolcott in newcastle (sydney ivf),anyone heard of him??app is in feb,got af today so i should have another o before i see himso here we go again,ask fs why tubes got blocked said sometimes with a loss you can bleed in your tubes ,has anyone heard of this??on another note went to a physic today which was quite upsetting,told me matthew spirit had tried to come before(my mum had a miscarriage),told me to stop blaming myself that it was his decision to not come at that time,so that just opened up another ? why did he not want to stay with us,i'm far from the perfect mother but i'm not that bad...