Murraycod - my blossom, I am so sad that little Harvey didn't stick. I was really looking forward to having him around! My BF says a frostie cycle is easier physically but just as hard emotionally. You help so many of us here, even when you are doing it tough. You are simply amazing. I think you probably had a strong soul to begin with, but maybe you just hadn't ever seen it in yourself before.

Crafty - thanks, there has to be hope. Well so far so good. One day at a time. How did those boys of your like Aus?

Mummyof4 - 4 months today sweetie, I hope you're doing ok. I know it feels like you forget, but you won't forget the love you had and still have for your precious little girl. You remember what it felt like to hold her. I know it's tough to feel like you are forgetting, but the important things, you aren't. Our wee human brains are not wired for long term photographic memory. Even as I type, I can't remember exactly how DH or my precious fur babies look and smell, but I remember how looking at them and being with them makes me feel. But if you are worried about it, is there something that you can do to help you remember the things you want to or even just start a dedication habit, something you to remember? Mathew'sMum said it too, just much more succinctly than me.

Thopes - AF sounds nasty. I went to accupuncture and had real success with my cyles and how they were supposed to be. When I was told they would be light they were and when I was told they would be heavy they were. I am a bit of a cynic turned believer.

KitFaerie - I know exactly the conversation you have had with you DH. I had a similar one. It almost broke my heart to realise how DH felt and why. I like you had only been thinking about my angels, and not me. I guess lucky DH is there to help you think about you. I don't know how you help him through. I am the same, I pretty much share all the details with DH. Not to do so makes me feel like I am being a fraud or a liar. But one of the things I am learning is to keep some of my mental ramblings to myself ( it seems you guys get stuck reading them!) and trying to actual filter what I tell him. I think it helps us both. It did in the TCC phase. He didn't really care specifically where I was at with my cycle. He just wanted me to be happy and for us to be tcc. And it seemed work better. Although having said that he was always interested in my temps and would hep me chart them.

SFP - hey here's a funny story. I just tried to pull a blanket over me and couldn't. When I looked over at why...... there was a little pussy cat snoozing on the blanket! He just opened one eye, as if to so, don't even think about it.

KellyM - welcome back, sorry that you have rejoined the group. Sorry about your January bub... as you know being in here can be an amazing source of support. Thinking of you.

Hi to everyone else. Sorry I haven't mentioned you all by name, but know you are in my thoughts, and I am wishing you every success.

AFM - I am trying for an early night tonight, so had better quite typing and get snoozing. Take care.