Hi All. Sucks to be back but here I am! I didn't come back straight away after the last miscarriage because it was just too devastating to even talk about. Once again I almost got all the way through the first trimester only to find out that the baby had stopped growing weeks before hand. I spent 7 months pregnant last year (over 3 pregnancies) and I have nothing to show for it.

We saw the OB as they are supposed to take notice after 3 recurrent miscarriages but when he reviewed my notes he wanted to discount the second one as it was only brief and my HCG levels never got very high. I was upset about that but he explained it was better to have had only 2 miscarriages than 3 as 2 could still be bad luck, 3 meant something different. He didn't have a lot of advice other than to get as healthy as I can. He half heartedly offered to refer us to his friend who is a FS but as I don't have a problem getting pregnant there might not be much in it for us. He still seems to think it's still just bad luck or poor egg quality due to age.

So after much soul searching I have decided to give it another try. In many ways I don't want to but I keep feeling my family is unfinished and I don't really want my DD to grow up on her own.

Today seems to be the first day of my cycle which has finally booted back up again. We'll see what happens.