murraycod - I reckon the anniversary of finding out your were pg is one of the big hurdles, actually, so don't beat yourself up. It's on my list of the Big Three - EDD, then BFP day, then mc day. It's OK to be sad for all of them.

crafty - congrats on your nephew. I'm sure it's a lot of mixed emotions for you, but I bet you're an awesome auntie. Some people treat me really gingerly around babies (even though I'm a childcare worker FFS!) but I think they seem a little bit more miraculous now.

Stupidly hot again today. I am sitting here naked and procrastinating because I can't face getting dressed or the ride to work. Which is particularly dumb because the longer I wait, the hotter it gets!

Love to all! Ferrals, go get your love on!