Hi Ladies,

I think I have good news to report ladies. I tested on 10 dpo (negative), then 12 dpo (still negative). I took my kids shopping and out for lunch today. By the time I got home at 4pm, I was busting for a wee, so decided to test again. I walked away and returned five minutes later, to discover a faint, but definately clear BFP. I'm shocked, as I really wasn't expecting it this month.

AF is a day or two late. The other symptoms I have had have only been a bit of a bleeding nose, and have felt hot/flushed in my face at night. I have had no AF symptoms, so was getting a bit suspicious by that. BBs are not sore, but were a bit tender a week ago, and I feel a little bit tired. So for those of you on the 2WW, I'm living proof that you can test too early and get those BFNs. I was going to hang out to 16dpo before I tested again. The only reason I didn't was because when I was in Myer with my kids, we walked past the baby clothes - and this really cute bright red singlet jumped out at me (I have a fettish for anything red!!) - it was a bit out of character for me to buy it - but I thought what the hell, and to me it represented hope for the future and to "think positively". Then got home and - whammo BFP!!

I will re-test in the morning, as that line will need to get really dark before I fully believe it. And I'm only 4 weeks, so it's so very very early to know. I pray all will go ok with this little one - not only sticking now, but sticking around after he/she is born (my full term little man died only 18 hours old of pneumonia).

I'm feeling very emotional over my little man - mixed emotions. I know it's pretty early to be preggers again, but I'm not getting any younger, nor is my partner, and we don't want to leave it too long.

Thinking of you all - and have faith that it will happen for you. When it happens, it just happens, and will creep up on you. I pray for you all.

Love Lee xoxo