I was horrified when i got home DH has taken the lap top to work and the kids desk top is slowwwwwwwwwwwwww so i had to beg my middle son to use his lap top to see what i have missed while i was at work.

teme-sorry to hear hubby is not well but you have to do what is best for you both your baby will come when you both are ready to TTC again good luck.

Anila- i had a m/c when i was 25 after i had my three boy's and it was'nt spoken about either people just said you have three boy's already you can't afford another one but when i lost abbi because it was at almost 20 weeks and i had to go through labour and give birth my family and friends were heart broken but the pain is the same as the baby was growing inside us and was loved and wanted from the moment we know they are there.

Coco1411- have you ever spotted while pregnant before could it be possible i never spot but i know people who do.

Sunny09-no RB yet your still in there with a chance.

When i got home today on my bed was a beautiful teddy bear with my daughters name and date of birth with beautiful girl embroided on the foot it was a mothers day gift my DH had ordered on line for me as this mothers day i did'nt want to celebrate so it arrived today i cried for how sweet he is and how much i love him and i cried for i want my daughter back and i feel i gave up on her and i hope she forgives me the day we meet up in heaven i can't cuddle my daughter but i can cuddle the teddy bear i still can't believe it happened to me someone pinch me so i can wake up.