hmm, dont know about positive, but i suppose im just trying to not let it bring me down, i still have 5 kids that need me, or more like rely on me to hold it together.

Ill keep my fingers crossed for sticky healthy bubbas.

I had some sad news today, my cousin, who was 2 weeks ahead of me in her pregnancy, and who came to be with me when i had lost my bubba, just had an ultra sound today, and her baby had passed over the weekend. She was about 9 weeks, and had a heart beat, this would have been baby #4 for her.
So im so very sad for, she said, just like me, she knew it was over.