First things first! MURRAYCOD!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!! OH MY GOD THAT IS SO SO SO GOOD!!!! When are u going for an appointment??? Just kick back and relax for now. So happy for u!!! xx

Kit- Oh wat a rollercoaster ride.. u poor girl. but it sounds like its going to be ok, i really hope the next 5 weeks go kinda fast, but try and enjoy being pg. I know it will be hard.. every little twinge will send u into a panic. So good that u deferred ur exams, just relax for the next few months. Oh and excellent that ur morning sickness is getting worse! i am really looking forward to oneday getting it

Crafty- Sorry af turned up. But love ur positive attitude in saying ur not giving up that easy! Good on ya!! and good on u for giving up sweets etc.. i wish i cld! Love chocolate too much! Woohoo for getting ur body in tune for june!! And good luck with the maca!

Forshelby- Oh i hope u caught that eggy! it sounds like u gave it ur best shot! it also sounds as tho the opks almost did ur head in too! it can all get a bit confusing! Sorry to hear u had a bad day at work today.. i believe coming off the pill made me a real person with real emotions.. when i was on it im sure i never cried as much as i do these days.. i always have a good reason tho!! haha yeah right! Hope the next week and a half go very fast!!!

Ionamacca- Sorry to hear about ur fight with dh, welcome to my world at the moment! Pity u were holidaying at the time tho.. i hope ur still enjoying urself. enjoy the footy tonight!

Ric- I hope the next 3 weeks go super quick for u! Enjoy each day tho.. in 7.5 months u will be wondering where the time went!! Oh and good on u for resigning from ur job, enjoy the break

Matthews mum- Great to hear af arrived finally! Are u over the flu yet?? i hope so. Keep us posted how u go this month. I hope its successful for u too x

Alice- Hello, thanku for asking how i am going.. just been laying low for a bit. I hope ur doing alright. Have u had any secret chocolate binges yet?? If u havent then u have super willpower!

Hello Dory, Porsche, ttcalc and everyone else reading!

Afm. Like i said before, just been laying low, havent had the best few days. Me and dh have been arguing for the last 3 days.. well not really arguing more like the silent treatment.. its better then arguing but u dont bloody get anywhere! Im not going to go into our issues but basically i dont think dh is ready to have a baby yet.. he says he is and thinks he is.. but actions speak louder then words. So i have told him today that we are putting it on hold til he gets his s**t together. I am going to find it sad and hard at ovulation time but ill get thru it.. hopefully he pulls his head in soon! I think hes going to be working away at 'o' time anyway for the next couple months so if he doesnt make any effort it defintely wont be happening! I just feel like i have put so much emotional energy into ttc and he hasnt made much effort at all.. i dont think he really realises what i have been thru and am still going thru. Its all good tho, we'll work it out, its better off that we sort it out now rather then bring a baby into it.
Another thing which has been upsetting me is my old little 13 yr old dog has pneumonia I was so upset when i found out yesterday morning. I had been up with her for 2 nites patting her back and giving her honey in water etc. I thought my pup had possibly given her kennel cough after the nite she went missing and ended up in 'lockup' with all the other dogs. I had googled all these home remedies and wanted to try them before i filled her up with drugs, nothing worked tho, im so glad i didnt wait any longer to take her to the vet..my poor little darling. Shes getting better now tho, thank goodness. I just know that pneumonia is usually the final straw for old people and they die soon after getting it, so i was imagining the worst yesterday. Ive had her since i was 11 so its going to be absolutely heartbreaking when i lose her I cant believe what these dogs have put me thru in the last 3 weeks! I hope the next few months are happier!
I havent tested for 3 days, at the moment i cldnt handle seeing a bfn, i decided im just going to wait and see if af arrives, i think she will.. ive been feeling little cramps and am very bloated and my skin has broken out.. and with the way the last few days have been going i dont think ill be heartbroken, it just means the universe is trying to tell us we are not ready!!! Its already given me enough signs by making my body go crazy on me over the last few months!! Will let u all know in a couple days whats going on. I will still be extrememly happy if i do get a bfp tho.. and im almost positive dh will then pull his head in quicksmart!!
Sorry for the all about sad me post... i think with the way im feeling af is defintely on her way.
On a happier note..
CONGRATULATIONS AGAIN MURRAYCOD!!!!!!!!!
xx