MURRAYCOD!!! YOU'RE PREGNANT BABE!! So so ridiculously happy for you Well done my love!

This is gonna be yet another short message, despite taking a maxalon I'm still not feeling super-hot (yay!). Sooo...had some cramping yesterday, freaked out, called DH, went to emergency, no bleeding, had beta's checked and they were 84,000!!! I think this little bubba might just be hanging in there! So got an appt today to have a scan, scans at 9:20. Doc also said that the ultrasound place I went to is a bit dodgy, so I'm staying with the hospy clinic. The super duper embarrassing part is that the doc thinks that maybe the cramping was caused by constipation! Shame! LOL! Still quite scared that there won't be a baby in there, but I definitely have hope.

Reet: Could just be last minute ''omg I need to be a child cos I'm gonna have to be a father'' stuff? We had hols just after we decided to start trying and I was researching on the net and DH was playing Wii and drinking for like a week. And then wanted to spend a bunch of money on fairly inconsequential stuff and drop out of uni (awesome father prospects there). I just rode with it, and it passed. And now he's taking such good care of me, and tells Tiger he loves them each night.

Alice: Your doing so well, love you babe xo

Crafty: Giving up caffeine sounds like a good idea, keep going! There's hope! I totally credit maca with my BFP, did you get powder or tablets? I couldent face the powder, got the tabs, lol.

Foshelby: Eep! TWW!! Good luck sweetheart, let us know all your symptoms, even the crazy ones xo

MatthewsMum: Yay for day 1!! Back on the road my dear, this is the one

Ok, gotta go get ready and steel myself for the scan. Oof, getting quite scared again now. I will relax eventually.

Oh wait! 1 funny thing - while I was in emergency there was a chick in labour and she was crying and yelling (baby was breech apparently! ouch!) and she said was calling out and saying it hurt and moaning, and then she started yelling - I've changed my mind, I dont want a natural birth anymore! GET ME DRUGS!!!
I thought it was kinda cute, just cos it's something I can imagine doing! She was also yelling - Noone told me it would hurt this much! The scary thing is that cos she was still able to talk, does that mean that she wasn't in full labour yet? Cos if it hurts that much at the beginning....ARGHH! LOL!