Issy - fantastic news.....let me know how your recurrent m/c tests went too, it would be interesting to now especially for us who have suffered recurrent miscarriages.

Tam - YAY!!!! 7 weeks fantastic!!!! I'm sooo happy for you!!!

Indy - hope your travelling along well, thinking of you and your bub too...

Jenushka and fifclaire - I cannot wait for that day, to be able to see my bub on the screens, I'm so envious but soooo sooo happy for you after all you've been through.

Jen - always providing comfort and always there to give us a hug and tell us everything will be allright..thankyou so much

Tempus - thankyou to you too, I'm glad I have a very supportive DH, he's taking me out for fish and chips and a bottle of wine and we are going to sit on the beach and just sit and enjoy eachothers company. Hope your feeling good and not too sick and sore...but would give anything to have those symptoms back now

goodluck Mel I've got my fingers crossed for you and you get a BFP soon...the TWW is a pain isn't it, you just wish away the days!

Mollycat - Am feeling a bit like you too, I've put away my thermometer and my charts and suspended my fertility friend membership just need some me time at the moment so know how you feel.

Toccara luv know I'm reaching out to you and hugging you really hard, and wishing things could be different for both of us...at least you have one positive over me, you have time, so please don't beat yourself up too much and know that you will find an answer and you will have your bub. Unfortuantley I probably only have a maximum of 5 years to keep trying before I'm just too old. I won't give up though and I will get back to ttcing in the new year, only because of the biological clock, if we didn't have this damn clock ticking in our heads I'd wait a year or 6 months before trying again but I just don't have that luxury.

I have my blood test forms and will be going to get my bloods done next week. My GP called head of obstetrics at the hospital who told her what tests I should get done for recurrent m/c. She also wants my DH to have blood test on parental Karyotype (chromosomal test) his boys don't really need to get tested because we know they can swim and reach the egg and penetrate it we just don't know what DNA its got in there. So thats where the blood test comes into it.
Anyway the other tests are for those who are interested: anti dna abs, lupus anticoagulant, anticardiolpin ab; glucose tolerance test (75g) and thyroid function tests to begin with.

Will let you know how I go...

I feel like there is a big black cloud over me and I just can't seem to get out of this depressive hole, I feel so sad and useless and just down you know? Its such an overwhelming feeling. Glad DH is taking me out to the beach for dinner I so need it, I'm hoping it brightens my day a bit.

Hi to all the other ladies I've misssed and who have passed on their support, I'm so glad we have this forum to vent and talk to eachother about these issues which no body else understands unless they've gone through it themselves.

Have a great weekend...xxx