Ruthie - darling whatever happens you will be able to deal with it, it might not be ideal but the fact that we are all in here means that we have some experience of what is not ideal and have coped before. You are super strong and we are all here for you.

Melissa - Welcome honey - I am so sorry you find yourself here and for the loss of your three babies and your Dad. God - what a lot of pain you have had. Honey - if you want to whinge for hours, feel freakin' free. It is your right darling. You don't need to go to your SIL's birth honey and I am sure she will understand.

plc - thank you for shaking my tree - was getting a little lonely up there!

Good morning to you lovely Smi xx

AFM - Had another shot of pregnyl this morning and am a little emotional but happy that I am back at work. I miss my darling Murray, he is still in Sydney. Well I am off to get ready to work. Love to you all and hugs till your ribs get sore.
Love
Adele