Rach: Oh hun.. I know ..patience is not my virtue either. I hope that you do take it easier.. (easier said than done) and hopefully that way you can conceive.
About PCOS I just found out I cannot post links here but you can google PCOS and read.. there is a LOT of info on the net.

HannahD: My thoughts and prayers are for you and your cousin. I hope all turns out well for her. ♥

To all my BB girlies.. OMG I'm SOOOO FRUSTRATED!!!!!!! I swear I thought AF was knocking my door I have had nothing but light spotting for 3 days.. today it's gone. not even spotting..less than that it was only when I wiped.. I'm right now stunned and am asking myself WTF???????

I'm really frustrated.. it has been 53 or so day since y D&C.. this makes it all even more painful.. I shouldn't have been worrying about this crap right now.. right now I would have been 18weeks5 days.. the only thing that should have been on my mind right now was finding out the gender of my baby.. NOT HITS CRAP!!
I think I hit Rock bottom today.. DAMN I HATE PCOS!!
I hate my body!!... My body KILLS babies.. it's like my womb is a graveyard!!!

I just want to crawl up in a hole and just cry and fade till I'm no more.