Good Evening.
Just ate way too much chocolate....
it just made the lovely fish dinner a pointless exercise...

Mel - so funny, i was seriously just talking to another friend about it! Try it straight on your tounge and see if it helps. My ferns were INSANELY clear!!!!
You feel how you feel. I kept thinking when i got to mile stones ( 2wks, 3wks, memorial etc) id feel better and it doesn't always happen.
A friend who has experienced loss said when you think about it how does it make any different reaching those times, finding out the info etc.
You are were you are and one day is no different to the next.
Ive felt better on s*** days and SHOCKING on days 'i should' feel better.

Im getting to the point were I can see people looking at me and thinking 'but its been over a month' and it sends me nuts!

Grief and loss is such a denied thing and I dont get why!
Im not a selfish person BUT its only about me for the short term.

Hannah - I hope your not getting sick!!
I have no idea how the medication works and its probably a seriously naive suggestion but I find rubbing lavenda oil on my feet helps heaps.

Charm - Hope it gets a bit better soon, sounds horrid. I would probably investigate, maybe call your surgeon?

xxoo