Mel/Hannah - thanks. it is so strange and I guess Im at that stage were mentally I do feel like I am coping, having a laugh and being more social which is all wonderful.
I think these actions give people the perception Im 'back to normal' and that is the hard bit... I am but my normal isn't the same but that isn't bad it just is and from it I will/have become stronger. Its just hard and the way you explained it is perfect.
Hannah - I hope the wedding goes really well and your outfit will no doubt look amazing!!
AFM-
Had such a strange but I think positive day.
Went to the gym and saw our friends wife who is not particularly nice or friendly towards me (which is totally fine, shes a different girl to me but my dh rides with her and they get along really well) and I just hadn;t even thought that seeing her would upset me and when I did and she has a small bump just like mine was I went hysterical, like unable to breathe hysterical.
DH took me aside and calmed me down but it just surprised me so much, when I first saw her husband monday I was upset but I had thought that would happen and had my 'responses' planned' etc...
ANYWAY the positve was that it didn't set the tone of my day, I was able to acknowledge the reaction for what it was and had a lovely day at school.
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