Good morning ladies.
The day light savings switch has totally thrown me!! Ive been WIDE awake every morning at 4:45am.... Hoping the school holidays helps me iron that out..

Boble/Charm - enjoy your easter and breaks! Well deserved!!

Jen - enjoy your school trip, When I do trips with my class I am so parinoid Im going to lose one of them so I spend my day re-counting them all day long....
Maybe wear a mask today!!??

Liz - sorry no idea about clomid. Im sure some one will though!!

Rhichichi- enjoy your pamper parts of your weekend and I hope today is a fantastic day!!

Cherished - Yeah!! Good luck with catching that egg.. Cant wait till im there!!!

AFM - Ive really been thinking about how when I do get pg how different I will be during the pregnancy. Of all of this, the termination, fatal nature of the condition for me and lilly, its made me feel like I have been robbed of the joy of having a naive pregnancy.
I was talking to DH last night and every scan I go to now Im going to be expecting them to tell me that something is 'fataly' wrong.
I tried to speak to my sister and she said 'were all like that now, think about cass (Best friend days behind where I was) how do you think her pg is going?"
UM A HELL OF ALOT BETTER THEN MINE MAYBE!!!!!!!!!
Im not cross just so sad I lost that experience.
I understand what my sister is saying but I knew things 'could' happen just still 'never' thought they would happen to me if that makes sense, and now I do...

Sorry that sounds like Im sad, actually not just thinking about it now and thought I would get you guys to reflect for me, people with the experience too..
xxoo

1 DAY TO GO!!! YEAH!